Ako ang Hari Ng Sablay.....

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eto na naman ako at nagbabalik sa aking maliit na blog. sa ngayon, ganun parin ang sitwasyon ko, wala pa ring maisip na ilalagay. Pero wag kaung mag alala, dahil malapit ko nang i release ang kauna unahan kong istorya dito sa Tabulas na "Soulfully In Love" (actually nilagay ko na yung synopsis sa archives ku kaya pakihanap na lang), tsaka abangan nyo din yung ibang ishtori ko tulad ng Battle Avatar Raizing (inspired by the Mask Rider series), Shadows of the Leaf (Naruto fanfic), Rescue Squadron Drakonjan (Sentai genre) at iba pa. Yan ang pangakong indi mapapako kaya abangan nyo yang mga yan.

Cgeh lipad na aku!!

Share ko lang yung speech material ng "Prinsesa" ko (Na ako daw ang subject)

The Art of Letting Go






Just imagine, there are four billion in this world and yet you feel all alone and empty without him. That in everything you do, everywhere you go, every song you hear, every turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always remind you of him.





In a relationship, the hardest thing to do is letting go and saying goodbye. It is as hard as breaking a glass because you can’t bring it back into pieces again. However, the person who feels the pain of parting is the person who stays behind that suffers more. It is because, somehow, they are left with memories of a love that is meant to be love.







We search for reasons that would answer our question “Why?”. Why do we have to let go while the love is still there? Why do we have to cry when someone bids goodbye? Why do all beginnings have an end? Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end? In which this questions remained unanswered, words left unsaid, love unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled. We have to understand the reason behind every circumstance we both made beyond our control.







Letting go indicates considerable space and time. Time heals all the wounds but it takes a little sacrifice on our part. In which acceptance takes place. We need to accept the fact that everything is over. Not all wishes come true unless we wanted to and not all love stories end with “and they life happily ever after!”







At the beginning and end of a relationship we are ashamed to see ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that’s the way love goes. We can’t control our emotions, our feelings toward that someone and the risk of falling in love. We have to face the reality of being alone when love fades away. We need to change because in life nothing is constant. Eventually everything will come to its end without us knowing when or how and even without knowing why.







It’s over. He’s gone. We can’t turn back time to fix things right. But we need to move on because life goes on. Goodbye doesn’t always mean forever. There will always be time for everything. A time and place where our questions will be answered, words will be spoken, love will be expressed, and promises will be fulfilled. Somewhere. Somehow. Someday.

Siguro nagtataka kau kung bakit konti lng ang mga posts ko dito sa blog ko... Diba alam naman natin ang blog ay parang online diary, sa totoo lang, di ako talaga mahilig magsulat ng diary...

Habang naglalakad ako sa daan patungo sa tambayan ko, andaming umiikot sa isip ko na gusto kong isulat, pero oras na umupo na ako sa harap ng kompyuter, nabablanko ako... Di ko maintindihan pero ang nagagawa ko na lng eh tumitig sa monitor ng isa hanggang tatlong oras...

Parehong phenomena rin ang nangyayari kapag nakaupo ako sa kama at may tangan na lapis (minsan ballpen kapag wala akong mahagilap) at bond paper (minsan pad paper ng kapatid ko). Yung tipong tatlong oras kong ngangangatin ang dulo ng panulat ko, tapos magmumura na lang ng pabulong...

Ewan ko nga ba... Habang sinusulat ko to, napapaisip tuloy ako..

Gusto ko ba talaga ang pinaggagagawa ko..? O pinipilit ko alng ang sarili kong gawin ang mga yun..?

Sabi naman nila, magaling naman daw akong mag drawing at mag sulat (well ewan ko lang kung katumbas yun ng "nakakaawa ka kapag sinabi kong nangangarap ka lang") Pero ewan ko kung bakit napapangitan ako sa sarili kong gawa.. Parang laging may kulang...

((Yet to be concluded)

This is ROLEPLAY LOGS. This is where I place my roleplays with my chatmates.. At para sa entry na ito, feature ko ay ang roleplay namin ni Lovebabypuppy590@sbcglobal.net

(Some reminders: Salit salit po ang pagbasa nito.. Mauuna po yung girl bago yung boy.. Kung may questions pa po kau or comments ehh wag po kaung mag atubiling mag tag or mag post ^_^)

ACT 1 - "Like Time stills for them.."


A young girl with long dark hair and redic=sh brown eyes blinked herself awake in the bed she quietly dressed and soon was out of her apartment walking down the street she looked about as she got on the subway it was late at night and no one else was really on she loved walking out at night though and decided she would go downtown~

A teen walks into the edge of rail, waiting for a train back home.. It was quite a long day for him, occasionally yawning and blinking as he looks for the clock...

She looked around there were more people than usual she felt a bit sleepy but not enought to count she saw the train slow to a halt so she sat down taking up one of the seats so she wouldnt stand

The guy also entered the train, right after the girl on his side takes it.. Does'nt really care whether he got a seat or not, he did'nt rush himself, he does'nt have the urge at all, eyes almost drooping...

She waited anxiously as the train came to a halt in the down town area where she stood and went to walk out on her way she brushed past the guy and felt a chill go up her spine she blinked and turned to look at him for a minute before she was carried away witht he rest of the pushing crowd~

He stopped at the rushing crowd as he felt something odd... He then turns his sky blue eyes onto the girl just passed him. He then suddenly felt like time was stopped at them...

Sure enough just her luck they Were right next to her chuckling she gave them a friendly charming smile but that made the look in there eyes scared her she was sure nobody had noticed when she felt a hand grab hers with a shove she moved away putting distance and people between them

He did'nt really know why, he turns to walk towards the girl...

She looked up at the last minute to see another man coming for her it was the guy from earlier she blinked thinking he was with the guys and turned looking at the others who were right behind She thought frantically as she saw the train nearing for a stop she moved towards the door which was away from either side and watched as it neared the Stop with a ding the doors opened and she scrambled out one of the two heading after her

Blinking a few times again, wondering why the girl was so startled, he fasten up his pace, not really caring if he's home yet...

One of the men was stopped in fron of him the guy sneered and said in a bossy tone "Look we saw her first you want one go find one yoursefl" The man had hoped to give his partner enough time to snatch the girl

Blinking a few times at the man in front of him, he asked him.. "Huh..? What are you talking about...?"

The guys face was flushed signs that he had a little too much to drink his voice was heavily slurred but he just shook his head "Forget it.." he stumbled past him towards his buddy and got off the train after his partner and the girl

Noticing the girl and the two men getting off the train, he suddenly felt something was wrong. He then suddenly ran towards the door, hoping it would stay opened for a little longer...

Next - ACT 2 - "If I could get in time.."